"PANKTI", that we feel yet can't express.Its an attempt to explain the unexplained

 Kabhi kabhi bas man nhi lagta Kisi bhi cheej me Man rone ko krta hai Bheed se bhaagne ko krta hai Logo ke beech rehte hue bhi akelapan lagta hai Kabhi kabhi bas man nhi lagta Man krta hai rone ko Jor jor se sisakne ko Man krta hai chlte chlte baith jaau Man krta hai phoot phoot ke rone ko Kabhi kabhi bas man nhi lagta Man krta hai un logo ko yaad krne ko jo bichhad gye Man krta hai ateet me jaakar kuch galtia sudharne ko Man krta hai apne andar ki shaanti mitaane ka Kabhi kabhi bas man nhi lagta Logo ko lagta hoga heartless hu mai Sahi aur galat logo ko nhi pehchaanti bewakoof hoon mai Kaash mai bta paati heartless banne ka natak karna kaafi kathin hota Darti hu apne chahne valo ka dil dukhane se Par ye sab batane ka bhi bas man nhi karta Kabhi kabhi bas man nhi lagta

 Kabhi sochte hoge tum ki mai tumse kitni mohabbat krti hun toh jaan lo- Itni ki apni mohabbat se tumhe baandhna nhi chahti hu mai Itni ki shabdo me bayan kar paana namumkin hai Meri ankho se pehchan sako toh pehchan lena kyunki apni muhabbat khule aam dikhakar iski value nhi kam Krna chahti mai Itni ki tumhe ye batane se bhi dar lagta hai ki I love you, kahi tumhare chehre ki ronak na chli jaaye ye sochkar dar jaati hu Rok leti hu khud ko Ishq me beh jaane se kyunki tumko behta hua nhi dekh sakti Itni ki tumhari khushi ya asaani ke liye tumhare taraf jaane vale saare raste lena band kar deti hu Kahi tumpar bojh na ban jaau isliye ek ghanta roj jyada padh leti hoon Darti hu tumhari acchaio se kyunki hai mujhme bahut si buraiyaan  Shayad isliye mai khud ko jabardasti tumse alag kar leti hoon..

Ab Andhera Pasand aane lga hai mujhe  Accha lgta hai andhere me khud se Milna...aur baate Krna... Chupke se rona aur phir khilkhilake hasna Kisi baat ka dar na hona , any thing you can do without filters... Aisa lgta hai maano kisi ne kaale rang ka naqab  lga diya ho reality ruk si gyi ho Andhere me dil ko bhi andhera kar sakti hu..andhere ki parchhai me ateet ka pratibimb  bhi dekhne ko mil jaata... Ankh band krke dil unhi sunhere yaado me kho jaane ko krta Par tabhi mere dost alarm baj jaata..aur khud ko khud se hi alag krne ka samay ho jaata... Ab us andhere ke upar ek aur hasta hua naqab lagana padega... shayad isliye ab roshni se jyada andhera pasand aane laga hai mujhe.  

 Independent bante bante  Pta hi nhi chala kab emotions se Independent ho gyi I can manage kehte kehte Andar hi andar ghoot ghoot ke jeena seekh gyi Dil ke upar itni parte pad gyi Ki feeling less sa feel krne lagi Sab kuch khud sambhalte sambhalte Shayad khud ko hi sambhalana bhool gyi Sab kuch fix karte karte unfixed emotions ko bhi fix krne lagi  Aur phir bhi I am Independent bolna na bhooli Phir ek din kisine dheeme swar me pooch liya Are 'you' okay? Phir kya tha chhup kar phoot phoot kar rone lagi Par aansu ponch 'I am Independent' kehna na bhooli!